想念的心

It has been a while, since a song can touch my heart. Re-starting the blog with a song to share.

光良 - 都是你
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=lRZzmcR5nEg

谁 改变了我的世界
没有方向 没有日夜
我 看着天 这一刻在想你
是否会对我一样 思念
你曾说 我们有一个梦
等到那天 我们来实现
我望着天 在心中默默念
下一秒 你出现在眼前
想念的心 装满的都是你
我的钢琴 弹奏的都是你
我的日记 写满的都是你的名
才发现 又另一个黎明

你曾说 我们有一个梦
等到那天 我们来实现
我望着天 在心中默默念
下一秒 你出现在眼前
想念的心 装满的都是你
我的钢琴 弹奏的都是你
我的日记 写满的都是你的名
才发现 又另一个黎明
我的日记 写满的都是你的名
才发现 又是一个黎明
这是我 对你爱的累积

不说出的温柔

It's already 1am in the morning. Though tomorrow is an usual working day, I still decided to pen down what's deep in thought now. Especially after listening to this song:

范逸臣 - 不说出的温柔 http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=fpHJfTypdgw



你是否 忘记了
那时候的笑容
如果我已不在你心中

舍不得 为什么
你说过的以后
留下我能不能圆梦

那天空 云很多
看不见你的轮廓
只剩下 太多来不及说

不说出的温柔
让你离开我
我以为你都会懂

等着你
我 才发现难过

很难说有没有
想念过你的手
可能是 我不愿去触碰
不记得本来你
有没有擦口红
反正是 我已经错过

那天空 云很多
看不见你的轮廓
剩下 太多来不及说

想哭的冲动
开始在失去以后
才等着你的手
拥抱我的寂寞
该说的时候
早应该大声的说
那种认真的沉默
弄巧成拙

不说出的温柔
让你离开我
我以为你都会懂
想哭的冲动
开始在失去以后
已经擦干了泪
为何还有点痛
该说的时候
早应该大声的说
爱已经留下缺口
剩下沉默

不说出的温柔
让你离开我
去拥抱你要的梦
别担心我
我会好好过

J said "I always thought that you will be a prospective daughter-in-law that every parent would want." This sentence of his has been running through my mind for so long. Even though this was said months ago, while now, I'm thinking of it, again. No idea, I wish I can be better.

... unwritten thoughts, can't seem to put in words, period.

Can I?

I can't wait for my braces to be taken Oout...!!! Haha I know it's so random.. A brand new look which I have been yearning for ages. Weee~~

Plenty of thoughts have been running through my mind recently. Umm.. maybe not just recent but have always been thinking.. Especially after I'd met my tutor whom sometimes inspired me with his words.. On & off. What do I want to do after my graduation? Where do I want to progress to? I don't have a single clue to myself. But I will never stop thinking.. to make myself a better person.

"I say love, it is a flower & you it's only seed"



Remember when

Remember when I was thirteen years old I wished I can be sixteen..
When I reached sixteen years old I wished I can be eighteen..
& when I'm eighteen years old I wished I can be twenty-one..
& when I was twenty-one I wished I can be twenty-three..
This year.. turning twenty-five, I wished to stop growing..

A song to share~ http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=TTA2buWlNyM

Remember When - Alan Jackson
Remember when I was young and so were you
And time stood still and love was all we knew
You were the first, so was I
We made love and then you cried
Remember when


Remember when we vowed the vows and walked the walk
Gave our hearts, made the start, it was hard
We lived and learned, life threw curves
There was joy, there was hurt
Remember when

Remember when old ones died and new were born
And life was changed, disassembled, rearranged
We came together, fell apart
And broke each other's hearts
Remember when

Remember when the sound of little feet
Was the music we danced to week to week
Brought back the love, we found trust
Vowed we'd never give it up
Remember when

Remember when thirty seemed so old
Now lookin' back, it's just a steppin' stone
To where we are, where we've been
Said we'd do it all again
Remember when

Remember when we said when we turned gray
When the children grow up and move away
We won't be sad, we'll be glad
For all the life we've had
And we'll remember when

Remember when

Remember when

A new beginning

This new year has started for 31 days and lunar new year will be over in a few day's time. I want to say that my last christmas and my chinese new year were very well-spent with friends and family. :) I'd also received a very awesome xmas present from Mr Ron - the Samsung Note ^.^ I can take more pictures with him now.. cos I realised that our photos are just too little. Nice phone huh? :D

I'm looking forward to Valentine's Day.. bcos we'll be travelling to Batam over the weekend before and on that day itself, he says there'll be good food :p am wondering now if we should just do the cooking at home, I bet it'll be equally sweet and enjoying :)

I can still remember my new year resolution for last year, one of them was to be a nicer girlfriend to Mr Ron and treating him better. So this year resolution will continue on from last year, simply because he's just too nice and I can't bring myself to love him less. :)

If only you know

I haven't been working for the past few months and I'm glad I made the decision to take this short break out of my used-to-be very busy life. I learn to see things differently, I take things easy, I slower down my pace. I  feel the strained muscles in me have been let down, slowly. Finally, I don't have to worry that I might not hear it when the alarm bells rings off in the morning. I don't have to worry about my job the next day. Everything.. except, only my assignments.

I have been to different places observing the way people works, just wanna have an answer for the question in me, "who really feels happy during working? How?" Once, I sat in Mcdonalds, watching the staff preparing the drinks for his customer behind the counter McCafe, I can see he's happy, genuinely. I felt it.

It feels so great, when I only have to wake up when I want to, thinking of what to cook for the family later in the night, trying out new dishes that I had tried outside. Waiting for him to end work and watch tv or soccer together. If only you know how much I cherish the time I have now, doing absolutely nothing. I simply love it. :)

How long more?

It is the first time I see zw cried so much and it's only now then I realised how a person can get so helpless no matter how cheerful he used to be. There's nothing much I can do for him now except to spend more time with him so that he doesn't think negatively all the time.

He made my heart sinks when he says, "I just want to be a normal person again."
I really hope he'll recover well and soon.

Zw, I just want you to know, that none of us here wants you to give up so easily. I know it's never easy to do but you know, we are always here. You can do it!

It's paradise

Finally.... I brought my dad and mum out.. finally i had my words came true.. I brought them to this very nice dim sum restaurant located at ion - Taste Paradise Restaurant. The food is really nice.. I came to know this place cos my bosses brought us there & I was determine to intro my dad since he really like dim sum..

some of the must-try food are: XO sauce carrot cake (despite ex, 1 small plate ~ $8.00, the size is about half a normal packet of carrot cake), the crispy pork belly, custard bun (Signature dish). Well.. the rest of the dishes that I didn't mentioned are nice too or rated slightly above average from me :)

Very nice ambience..

XO sauce carrot cake

 Custard Bun

 Prawn chee chong fun

 Egg tart

 Mango roll

 xiao long bao

A good place that I would recommend.. But I won't say it's cheap.. Mr Ron say it's a luxury.. to eat such good food without any occasion.. haha :p

It's her

I ran into Ms Lynette Sim few hours back along NEL. She still looked young and pretty. I couldn't catch up with her as my phone rang that moment. Anyway, I doubt she could reconise me as well since I've already graduated from HIHS 6 years back and I'm not an art student :p 6 years.... wow..

It's April

I realised I have too many passwords to remember.. I often forget and got them mixed up. The problem is... I can't write them somewhere.. @.@

Birthday is coming.. I have no idea how and where to celebrate.. I'm glad ah jia's bdae is near mine as he has loads of ideas.... he does the planning and organising.. haha :) I'm not trying to shrink from my responsibliy but he really has got more crazy ideas than I do. I need the zest from him to make it a more fun-filled day. :D Oh no.. I don't feel young anymore :(

Wooottt.. It's April Fool's day already.. It's April... I thought I could contribute something to my March Posting..

It's Valentine's Day

Dear brought me to Kazbar for dinner for an early valentine's celebration. It's near Cuppage, just behind Centrepoint mall. We were told that this bar serves really nice lamp meat and true enough the lamp chop and shish kebab that we ordered were reallii nice.. :) For those who don't eat lamp meat can give a try before giving the same conclusion yah..?

Happy Valentine's day, sweetheart <3

Busy me

I almost forgotten that I have a blog...

Hmm quite busy recently with both school work and work. Taking finance accounting and biz law this sem.. It's really not easy.. Hopefully i won't flank these modules.. I'm going to work hard! Word is cheap.. but I'l try.. cos these are $$ .. so expensive.. Sometimes I'm really happy that Zhenwei is studying the same time as me.. Cos he'll acoompany me through the journey back home and we will checked with each other when we both took the common modules.. It's really.. encouraging.

I'm so busy that I don't even have time to visit my dental.. I need to find time for it.. CNY is good.. spent the days fully.. meeting up friends and gathering is fun.. come to think I haven't meet shan for a couple for months le.. Christina Seet....! I miss you too.

Well.. I need to handle time better I think.. finding solution in the process.. Jia you.

A good start for the year

It's my first post of the year. :)

It seems like it's a long weekend for me. I felt so rested even though I slept so little during this weekend. I think that's probably because it was a very enjoyable weekend for me. Spent the night over at RWS Hotel Michael to celebrate fab & lynn's bdae. Went USS again with them and took loads of photos.. It was indeed an aweome weekend after a long time. :D

Just came back from fifteen minutes cafe located in LaSalle College hours ago. It's the second time I went there and food seems nicer this time round.. Ermm.. I can say.. much nicer.. haha. The udong shrimp salad in miso sauce is highly recommended~ yum yum.. introduced by Mr Hee, who insisted to walk there despite the rain and the fact that we only have one small umbrella with us. Anyway, I think it's worth the trip since I personally think that the food is above average rating from me :)

Btw, here's my resolutions for this year:
1) Be nicer to my dear boyfriend
2) To start exercising

I'm really going to work hard for these!

It's a simple and happy day

We did things in the unusual way today.. :)

We went Hougang Ave 8 to have Bak Kut Teh for dinner.. We bought paint spray.. We strolled to Hougang Green, a place I have not been for years to look for bubble tea which we came to know has closed down. I believed that happened years ago.. It's only that we didn't know.

Then we went home to spray on those rusty chairs to give them a new look, to my surprise it wasn't quite bad. I thought of just throwing those chairs away and replace them with new ones. He insisted it could be "re-newed", and true enough it did. :)

Tomorrow me and bro will be bringing grandma for yum cha, to a restaurant we used to visit when we were kids, when dad used to bring us there. Now it's our turn to bring grandma there.. I'm looking forward.. Afterwhich we will go shop for christmas gifts! :)

Think virus's passing fast recently.. After my two days MC on Monday & Tuesday, my sis's bf and bro got MCs too. Take good care my friends out there..

Fairytale

Watched Rapunzel tonight. Fairytale is always nice and sweet :)

Christmas mood

Exam was over and I'm trying to list down the things I want to do before the sem starts again. I was thinking of.. Jogging? shopping for christmas gift? or catching up with friends? Hmmm... before the second choice comes in I should have prayed hard for a good bonus this year yah?? :p

For friends whom I have not met for sometime, I'm doing good so far.. Mr Ron has been nice and sad to say I'm always the one to bully him.. Hahaha.. For those who have been meeting up with me know this :p Both work and study is still at a managable rate for me :)

Christmas decor is up at town area, still as pretty as in past. Christmas is always one of my fav festive :) I'm looking forward to it.

Fingers crossed

I will be sitting for my first written paper for business this coming Tuesday.. Wish me luck. >.<
I need back my momentum for study.

Uncertainty

Is moving on really the better choice for me now?

Almost there

There are so many things I'm looking forward to recently.. :)


- to this long weekend

- to zoo trip next weekend

- to the completion of my assignments

- to the trip to phuket :))
 
Yeah.. counting down 15days.. :D

A small pat on my shoulder :)

Wow.. Yesterday was my first time I drove on the road after I'd obtained my driving license.. of cos I need my bro and Mr Ron to be around.. Haha I was very blur for the first time since it was 3 months ago I last drove a car.. I used my left leg to step on the brake pedal..! It' a big NO-NO in driving.. lol cos I am used to step on the clutch pedal since I took up manual driving.. Anyway I managed to bring myself and the both of them safely from my place to Mcpherson and from there to kovan.. :) *Applause*