An interesting question was posed to me from a friend when we are working at centrepoint today.. He asked, "how's thing gg on between u and ur ex-bf?" I was puzzled with this question as we had parted for almost half a year. I just merely gave him a smile and answer, "Just like tat, nothing special." He said he just don't understand why me and my ex-bf broke off since he can tell i still have feelings lingering in my heart. I was dumb-founded, i don't know how to answer him this question. I had just realised i gave everybody a different answer for our breakup since there are too many little things that lead to what happened today. I don't have an definite answer for myself too. My friends said I'm silly, doing things for him such as printing notes for his test w/o letting him to know that I'm helping him. What for? For me helping him is not wanting him to know and appreciate what i did but just want him to do well for his test. Purely just that trust me. I feel really uncomfortable when i know he's not going to do well cos he do not know what to study. I had to help him that's what i know. No regrets.
Today, felt really uncomfortable as i had tonsils and serious cough, intended to bring along my strepsils to work but i left it on my table and leave for work w/o it. Oh gosh when i was fishing my bag for a lozenge and realise it was still on my table despite umpteen times of reminder for myself. *shake head* in the end i got myself another packet of strepsils when i was having my lunch break.
3plus more hours ltr will be one of the member in destinedfriendship birthday, that is woon tik. We'll be having our supper at Hong Kong Cafe at kovan ltr.. I pretty much look forward to it. =)
*No regrets
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