Made-of-Honour

Went to watch "Made-of-Honour" after work last night. It was such a nice & sweet movie though its storyline is rather common and expected. You can see the happiness of the bride-to-be in the movie and that really brightens one's mood. =) So sweet la~

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A Surprise Call

While I'm just back from lunch, I received a surprised call. =) It's Uncle Ruslan (King Koil Driver)! :D I'm so surprised la.. He called just to ask me how I am doing, how's my boss and my nasty manager.. I'm truly.. Deeply.. Touched. I guessed the world knows abt my bad manager thing.. Lol.. He used to be mean la.. But now as time goes by he's getting ok-ier.. So currently no issue. I didn't speak much to Uncle Ruslan cos I'm in my office, felt so bad. I hope he knows my 'situation' & don't take it to heart & reckoned I don't appreciate the call.. :(

I really hope I can be more hardworking, so that saturday I don't find excuses not to go back centrepoint (kk) to work, so that I will be able to attend the company dinner this year, to bid a good farewell to all.

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适应

适应- 迷路兵
http://www.imusic.cn/wmplayer/?id=570189

没想过爱竟会下落不明
寂寞都 不忍心
故事的结局走不出背影
我只能 静静地

风吹醒 那些曾经
转过身 我用眼泪聆听

心 该怎么学会去 适应
那些没你的安静
我 也想小心地收起所 有回忆
却总是忍不 住不断的翻起

没想过爱竟会下落不明
寂寞都 不忍心
故事的结局走不出背影
我只能 (我只能) 静静地
风吹醒 那些曾经 (那些曾经)
转过身 我用眼泪聆听

心 该怎么学会去 适应
那些没你的安静
我 也想小心地收起所 有回忆
你却一直住在心里 是谁都无法代替

心 该怎么学会去 适应
那些没你的安静
我 也想小心地收起所 有回忆
却总是忍不 住不断 的翻起
爱开始了 该怎么去喊停

我该怎么去适应那些没你的安静
你一直都住在心里 谁都无法代替
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Graduation

Yesterday marks a significant day throughout my stay in Temasek Polytechnic. Finally the 3 years stay in TP had come to an end.. We have graduated! =) The top 3 medals, namely the bronze, silver & gold medal were all won by my classmates. Felt so proud of them! These 3 person were our top scholars in our whole cohort & the gold medal award winner were none other than LIM PEI YAN! CONGRATUATION BABE! =)

Hmm.. It was a mixed feeling that I have encountered throughout the ceremony & it was a pity that my parents weren't around to take photograhps with me. But mel & cs came down in replace of my parents for that 2 hours.. Haha.. =)

From the young & innocent girls that we were, changed to an independent person now & tat, we had move on individually to our own path into the working world or some may have chosen to enter another phase of study life.. :)

Photos to share.. We looked like harry potters? Haha =)

终觉得有疼你的责任

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Guilt

when your heart feels like doing something, always go for it, for you might regret not doing when you don't get the chance to do it anymore..
I'm always raked with guilt whenever I thought back the scenes..
I would really want a time machine where I can turn back the time
to stop myself from doing those things..
to have built up my courage and say I'm sorry..
太多的回忆让人放不下过去..
我始终还是放不下你和我那短短一年多的回忆...
好想你..
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Brainwashed

BEE HAR NEEDS BRAINWASHING!

I think i need to delete all the positive and negative comments i received and sit down to think what i really want. I know where my problem lies now.. I do not have an exact aim or rather goal after graduation. Perhaps working scares me off since I started working so much earlier during my poly life and now, started my full time job few weeks after i finished my last examination paper (even before I officially graduated). :'(

Sometimes I really think I'm too harsh towards myself. I'm scared of signing because the thought of non-rest days ahead of me seemed so frightening. However, I do understand that's the hectic pace of Singaporean.

No pain no gain.

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Destinedfriends BBQ Gathering

Was just back from df gathering cum bbq. All made the effort to come.. at last.. :)
Though both of my feet were swollen from the mosquito bites, I'm happy =) Will be applying my tea tree antiseptic oil ltr.. :)

Must be wondering why is it only my feet? Haha.. Cos fang's mum said, "Must apply sth smell nice before you go so that mosquitoes won't bite.." She referring to some scented powder.. Initially i thought it was a myth, so i didn't really applied thoroughly especially on my feet. True enough they attacked only at both of my feet. So next time when you guys go for any bbq or places where infested with mosquitoes, do try my method; or rather fang's mum's method.. :)

The bbq was a sumptuous one, with the basics from crabsticks & hotdogs to prawns and stingrays.. Yum yum~ :p There'll be another gathering soon on the 29th May.. I'm soo much looking forward to it and i hope all dfs do.. =) Fen is flying oversea soon, doubt she'll be able to make it den..

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Thoughts

I read her blog, she made me think hard.. wondering what is she thinking deep in her mind. I hope she's fine and doing good. She's my junior, whom speaks to me a lot, even when she faced problem during her attachment, she msg me and tell me abt her feeling; I'm always willingly to lent her my listening ears.

Life is good by Nathan Hartono

He says, it's from the bottom of his heart.

A song to share, Life is good by Nathan Hartono (a young singer, he's only 16 this year). Sry didn't manage to find the link.

Nathan Hartono

I was there

When the sun wasn’t shining

When the pain was blinding you

With those tears and fears

Never give in

To sadness that surrounds you

Find a way to reach deep inside

And just let your love shine through

Coz tomorrow is just a little step away

I’ll be there to help you start believe in love again

Tell me that you’re waiting

Waiting for that happiness

Is there an easier way into your heart

Must be some ways where we can make a start

I am for real

And I’m just a step away
And when you leave the painful past behind

You’ll see the world with a different state of mind

I will be there

I’m waiting to see your smile
Coz tomorrow is just a little step away

I’ll be there to help you start believe in love again

Tell me that you’re waiting

Waiting for that happiness

Please see the light

Our hearts take flight
To tomorrow, is just a little step away

We’ll be there, as long as you believe in love again
Why must we still be waiting

Oh please don’t keep me waiting

Coz I know that we’re waiting

Waiting for that happiness

Don’t walk away

Just take a look

Soon you will find

Life’s really good

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Trapped

Looking at the decreasing number of posts i had entered for the past 1-2 months.. Realised that I've been neglecting my blog since i started working.. Cos the only thing i'm still vexing about is still around the bond for this job. How can i describe and let others really understand my point of stand??

Pros

1. The job prospect seems good (Increasing demand for this field)
2. Boss is good
3. Manager is ok
4. The things i learnt here is valuable
5. Experience

Cons

1. THREE YEAR CONTRACT (This alone can stand up to 5 or even 10 cons)
2. It may become a routine job, how to endure through 3 years?
3. There's no backout alternative at all
4. Work load.. Bearly managable

There is a time i wanna tender my resignation straight..
There is a time i wanna go for it and stop my probation period and step into the 3 years immediately so that i can stop thinking..
Now.. I'm at total loss .

WHAT SHOULD I DO? :( :( :( :'( :'(

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Nothing can stop us now - Rick Price

A song to share.. This songs sounds very familiar with Love can Keep us Alive by Eagles. :) Enjoy.
Nothing can stop us now by Rick Price
http://www.imeem.com/xiaomao/music/qkhDrJJf/rick_price_nothing_can_stop_us_now/

Soft as a rainbow
Like stardust and moon glow
I see the love in your eyes
Like autumn leaves falling
And the first call of morning
It came to my surprise
True love calls just once in a lifetime
Why should we wait
When now is the right time?

Nothing can stop this love we're making
Nothing can stand in our way
Nothing can block this road we've taken
Nothing can stop us now

The joy of surrender
So strong yet so tender
I give my heart to you
You know you can trust me
And that's how it must be
No matter what we do
Faithful friends and lovers forever
Right to the end we'll always be together

Nothing can stop this love we're making
Nothing can stand in our way
Nothing can block this road we've taken
Nothing can stop us now

When love comes sweetly to your door
Embrace completely
What your soul is longing for

Nothing can stop this love we're making
Nothing can stand in our way
Nothing can block this road we've taken
Nothing can stop us now
Nothing can stop us now

Tears in heaven - Eric Clapton

A song to share..
Tears in heaven by Eric clapton
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=VRsJlAJvOSM

Would you know my name
If I saw you in heaven?
Would you feel the same
If I saw you in heaven?
I must be strong and carry on
cause I know
I don't belong here in heaven...

Would you hold my hand
If I saw you in heaven?
Would you help me stand
If I saw you in heaven?
I'll find my way through night and day
cause I know
I just can't stay here in heaven...

Time can bring you down,
time can bend your knees
Time can break your heart,
have you begging please...
begging please

Beyond the door there's peace I'm sure
And I know
there'll be no more tears in heaven...

Would you know my name
If I saw you in heaven?
Would you feel the same
If I saw you in heaven?
I must be strong and carry on
cause I know I don't belong here in heaven...

My 21st bdae pics

More pictures will be coming up once i have more time.. :)