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Sunday, January 25, 2009

It's CNY, again

Chinese new year is arrving in just an hour's time. Sometimes festive season like this don't make me feel any happier now than how I used to be when I was much younger. During early teenage years, buying new clothes and shoes always seems like an exiting thing to do, nothing explains why it isn't the case anymore. Perhaps, we have grown up, leaving those fascinating moods to our younger ones.

Every visit to my grandmothers' houses leaves me a scary thought each year. Thinking few years down the road, chinese new year may not be as merry and as joyful as it is now, because the family tree is getting smaller, everything will silent down slowly and unknowingly. Hopefully, friends will come in place then.

I hope you'll hold me in your heart just the way I'm holding you in mine.

1 comment:

Chester Pan said...

Girl, don't be sad. I know all the things you mentioned will happen eventually, but it's our festive season of the year! So let's put your gorgeous smile back to where it belongs ok? :)