Spinning

It's already 3.30 in the afternoon, i just managed to crawl out of my cozy bed as i finally had a day off from work.. haha.. Was deemed too tired the past 2 weeks busy working and going to school early for project.. Phew~~ I'm like a robot, mum said.. haha..

Wanted to bring mum shopping today but it was rather late now.. perhaps can bring her to some where near... new year is approaching, thinking of the kind of mood to welcome year 2008, i really hope it's gonna be a fulfilling year for me. But i guess it is definitely a turning point for me, the year where i started my working life, my friends stepping into the NS.. I hope i can continue studying though i find working a happier choice for me.

Once again, i heard words like, "rem to keep in touch after grad" I felt my heart wrenching.. i really hope i would still be able to keep in touch with some of my friends. But who knows the future?

3 simple wishes...

It's over lo.. o'.'o

Hmm... Christmas is over.. Spent about a hundred bucks for gifts and food... Den den i start to feel the heartache.. haha.. Anw, once in a year... be more kind to myself.. :)

Christmas eve - celebrated with the usual at Seng Kang's car park roof top. Hmm... was really surprised by the culinery skills of the guys.. they cook well! Haha.. next time should let them prepare the food for us instead.. :p Received a big bottle of hello panda, a bracelet & a card. At night at the celebration, received a towel set which included face towel, hand towel and bath towel, cards, chocolates and foods. :)

Christmas day - went geylang to have dinner with work friends after work. Ate the super duper expensive "wu zhao pai".. But honestly the food was great! :)

One day after Christmas - went park mall with my poly clique to have sakae sushi buffet.. Started eating from first order till last buffet order of the day. That was my breakfast, lunch and dinner. Received a handphone pouch as x'mas exchange gift and a little small card, cookies by van's boy and a small photo from fab. :)

3 simples wishes...

Disappointed

Christmas celebration will be in a while's time.. I was pretty much looking forward to the pot-luck party before yesterday. However, i was really demoralized by those SMSes i received.

First SMS:
"I will not be cooking the pasta anymore cos i'm busying and rushing with my fyp."

Thoughts:
You can always buy and contribute at least a little since everyone has got project and things to busy with. Everyone made the effort so not not excluding you.

Replied from her:
"Why can she say one word, 'i've got fyp/dinner' den she can be excused from a bdae celebration and i don't see christmas more important than a bdae celebration"
"Pot-luck supposed to be different items contributed by different people why are there people sharing one dish?"

Thoughts:
You are the one suggested pot-luck and u said u r not bringing anything, it's unfair to all. Then why are u reprimanding others who are trying to contribute?

Replied:
Since that is the case i'm going to give the party a miss. I didn't force anyone to take my idea.

End:
So be it. I'm not going to compromise with you this time round.

Second SMS:
"Why am i and the other gal cooking the main dish when we haven choose the dish we wanted to cook yet?

Replied:
That day when we are planning everyone shouted out what they wanted to cook, i was the last to pick the dish too since they have limited skills to cook the dish, i'm preparing the dish they wanted too.

Thoughts:
I'm not trying to push the 'hardest' dish to both of you. But we have shortage of filling food, i asked if both can prepapre one dish for everyone since i'm already preparing sandwiches. I'm diappointed by the words she said. I thought she would be most supportive in terms of our plans. Understood both are busy with other things, spare a thought for me. I appreciated hui's effort, who prepared for the pot luck even though she's not going to be there. Thanks.

We have been friends for so long, i understand for the tight schedule we have, but why can't we just compromise and take things easier so that everyone especially the event planners have a ease of mind? We made the effort to plan for those who are busy, i really expect my friends to follow and support us. Simple?

Felt really dishearten by all sorts of comments, before you are voicing out ur comments, i would really appreciate you could think before you speak. I'm not specially pointing to someone so no offence.

Tonight's party will be a success no matter what, don't mess it up people.

Christmas wishes

Eve of christmas.. I was half way doing cheese cake for my friends and than here i am blogging since my bro is away for a short while to have his haircut.

Just back from kovan with a friend to meet another friend. Had a sudden craving to buy bubble tea from a store which i don't usually visit. So we went, after buying, we walked across the carpark to the interchange and i saw him. We exhanged eye contact and for a moment i couldn't tell it's him until for about 5 seconds i turned my eyes off him. Hmm.. weird feelings...

I received a bottle of hello panda from him. Together with a card and a hand made bracelet. Thank u.

Alright, back to my cheesecake.


3 simples wishes...

Blessed

I felt happy.. for my friends when their bf are so nice to them.. :)

After our exercises, the guys stood aside and discuss about their soon enrollment into the NS. They chat and talked about upcoming napfa, and i heard one of the guys said, must train, die die must pass. I thought it was just a common comment to say for them to waive off the 2 months of NS. However, the following sentence he said caught my attention. He said, "give a thought for ur gf, it's really a suffering if you gonna think it's just 2 months.." wow.. impressive sentence.. not because he finds it's tedious, not because he wanna slack more.. but because of his gf.. blessed gal - fab! :)

Upon saying all these, i still didn't find the right time for me to start off a new r/s yet.. sometimes i really want to tell him the way he treats me, makes me feel indebted to him... simple words, "thank you" & "sorry" is what i say..

Pain~~

So we went for badminton in the morning at school sports complex. Was pretty scared when i woke up in the morning to c SMSes in my phone. Afraid that the girls will not want to come as it was too early, etc. However, just only one back-out. So i was still.... quite happy.. haha..

Hmm.. it was really a fun day and i guess i will my whole body muscle aching the next morning.. So have to do more stretching.. take in more protein.. Hmmm... Hehe

OMG! I guess i will always have a super embarassed fall after every few years.. Know what, when one of my fren and i were chasing after a bus when we are at the bridge of our school,
we ran...
her racket fall off.....
I stepped.....
I slipped.....
I fell.........

I landed on my back but with the back pack i'm carrying, i'm fine until... when i get to sit down, i took out my phone from my bag, my newly-bought phone.. the button was indented.. :( My wooden key chain was shattered.. the flower on my hairclip fell off.... :'( I'm so sad.. while i, only suffered from a minor bruise on my buttock. haha..

I didn't felt the embarassement the moment i fell until when i was at the bus stop, i start asking around the number of people who'd seen the incident.. haha.. :p

Afterall, it's a fun day... :)

Try.. Trying...

I'm looking forward to obtaining good grades for all the modules in this semester including my MP. I aimed a 'B' for all.. Can i do it?

I'll try.. :)

Victory

So term test is over, no special happiness except tat my planned activities are coming up one by one.. Badminton.. Christmas celebrations etc.. Hmm.. have to train for my upcoming badminton competitions. For applied science school. But sad to say only two women's doubles signed up! May have to cancel but we suggest to play with the men's double. Do u think we can win? Haha.. i pray hard that my team will not run up to play with the strong men's double in the first round, if not totally there's no chance in entering the top three! I wished.. :p

lalala.. 2 weeks of school break. Planned to exercise, work & work to earn more money for new year and save for my bdae celebration next year.. these are plans, feasible? Try.. :)

(o'.'o)

Side-track

Oooo term test..

Happily thought that i can finish studying since i had already revised for my quiz one or two weeks ago, two out of the three topics that are tested for my term test .. Yesterday when i was flipping through my notes and then i realised i forgotten them all! Wanted to get up early to study and yes i did but now i am blogging! :p Yap yap few more sentence and i'll be back to my studies..

x'mas x'mas x'mas x'mas..

*sigh*

studies studies studies studies..

周杰伦 - 我不配

I like this song.. for me to share, for you to enjoy.. :)
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=DEe295NR7LU

作词:方文山
作曲:周杰伦 - 我不配

这街上太拥挤
太多人有秘密
玻璃上有雾气
在被隐藏起过去

你脸上的情绪
在还原那场雨
这巷弄太过弯曲
走不回故事里

这日子不再绿
又斑驳了几句
剩下搬空回忆
的我在大房子里

电影院的座椅
隔遥远的距离
感情没有对手戏你跟自己下棋

还来不及仔仔细细写下你的关于
描述我如何爱你
你却微笑的离我而去

这感觉已经不对
我努力在挽回
一些些应该体贴的感觉我没给
你嘟嘴许的愿望很卑微在妥协
是我忽略你不过要人陪

这感觉已经不对
我最后才了解
一页页不忍翻阅的情节你好累
你默背为我掉过几次泪多憔悴
而我心碎你受罪你的美我不配

Fang's Birthday

4 days after my mum's birthday.. 3rd of Dec - It's Jie fang's birthday!
Happy Birthday Jie fang! :)

Hmm.. I reached her house at around 7.30 in the evening! I was late.. was supposed to meet at 6.30pm. My valid reason was - I was at a friend's house doing project, I swear. But jie fang invited me in with a smile on her face. She knew it.. Thanks.. :)

I share with another 2 friends and bought her a handbag, intended to get one from Marina Square which she pointed to me few months back, but i really don't have the time to get it for her, I felt disappointed with myself. But the handbag that we bought came in handy, her prom night is soon arriving. :)

It was such a spread at her place. It's a pity that i didn't manage to capture some of the pictures, my mobile cell went flat. Her mum could still recognised me, so is younger brother. :) Time flies, few years back when i last stepped into her place, her younger brother was still a primary school kid, and now, a grown-up adult. :)

Nice and simple celebration

It's mum's bdae!

I realized she is so young when i was counting her age at the bakery store. Hmm.. Prepare steamboat dinner for her with my sis since my mum's wants to have steamboat. Though it wasn't really a feast, but still, we had our full~ :) We sang her a bdae song on the dot when the clock strike twelve, since my sis is working today & we're not sure what time she'll reach home.. It was so sweet of basil for him to call my hp and sing the bdae song for my mum together with us.. Haha.. At first i thought he wasn't serious when he mentioned he wanna to sing together with us during our msn chat until he kept reminding me to tell him when we're singing. Ha.. Thank you so much! :)

Lacking of sleep so much, yet i keep pushing myself to work during weekends despite the work load received in school. Lala..

I recovered fast.. I'm pretty much better now though i was having flu and cough few days back.. the medicine works. I think i'm starting to know how to take care of myself better now.

Bad day

I'm so fed up with everything.. Can u just grow up a little bit more and stand in our position to see what wrong with yourself? Why do you always want to reply me with, "you have the same problem with youself, mind your thing"? I always wanted to find the correct time to tell you what and how i'm thinking, but you always don't seemed to understand. Since i'm always the one trying so hard to build up the rapport and you're taking all for granted, I've got nothing more to say and comment.

Today FSM trial lab for the cafe menu was a disastrous, teacher said firmly to the class, "I'm not gg to serve all these in our cafe if the standard of food you all prepared is this" I was also reprimanded by her for only trying out 2 dishes instead of all the 5 dishes. -.-'' But she was kind enough to talk to me individually instead of being in front of the class.

Tml is my due date for Sensory proposal, a presentation too.. Mon is another due date for another proposal. I hope everything works out fine

White Busy White Busy White Busy.....

Finally after 1 month+ of waiting for the specific colour that i want.. finally i got my beloved mobile phone..! :) Sony Ericson w580i Thank you my daddy!!

hee.. Hmm.. ok.. trying to adapt using sony from nokia.. though friends said they doesn't differs quite alot but they seems to be quite different in my eyes.. lala..

This coming week will be a busy week for me.

Monday - MP mock presentation
Tue - Quiz

Wed - MP presentation/ FSM tutorial presentation

Thurs - FSM presentation

wow.. I hope i don't lose my voice at this point in time cos I'm down with flu again... :(

Again

The weather has been cold and it suit the season for christmas perfectly. For the past few nights i had been walking down orchard road after my work and the beautiful lightings and decorations stunned me. That reminds me how rarely i'd walked down the same streets during christmas time which i usually spent it in my workplace and rushed down to my friends' place to have dinner right after work. That's pathetic. :

The ornaments and the christmas tree that stood just right in front of me in my place drew a beautiful picture in my bubble. However some silly words that my friend commented burst it off.. (='.'=) haha..

Times flies, a year had passed and here comes another christmas.

Pictures! Wa's bdae at Holland Village

The Birthday gal

Her boy..

The Lovebirds.. :)

The gay partner.. haha

Food!

Our desserts.. FOC!
Us

Holland Village

Just back from holland village with the a clique of friends.. It's wina's 19th birthday! Happy Birthday babe! :) Had a very fun night.. & i very much agree to one of my friends who said that holland v is a very nice place to chill out with friends.. They have got big tables and cosy cushion to relax and sit back for chit-chatting. Spent almost 30 bucks there including cab fares.. It very far away from my place..

Sad news to say tat my manager is leaving us very soon to be a boss herself.. *sighed*
she's leaving us.. :( But I wished her all the best in her future career..

It's the feeling of hurt and lost i had now when the person i depended and cherished most had to leave me in the end
Good days never last.. why?

oOOoooOO

oOoooooooO...

Today is a fun day for me. There's APEL lesson in the morning. APEL is just the the CME lesson we have in secondary school. We went running and get ourselves prepared for the coming naffa test. It's fun i can say and i ran 6 rounds! Hmm.. I want a pass for naffa~! Not just participated. :)

In the afternoon i kept on baking muffins. Done 4 trials. So tiring o.. tried the different types of muffin made of tuna. The taste was alright & we called it the savoury muffins. Shan suggested this idea.. haha. But my groupmate wanted back the fruits muffins - apple and mango cos the muffin was too wet. We gave our muffins a name, "Ape-Man Muffins" funny huh?? The intended name was "Ah-man muffins"

Any idea for a nice name for my muffins? It can be general.. Don't have to be specifically fruity or tuna.. as long as it is nice pls tag it! Hee.. :)

Relationship

Can a couple remain as friends after they broke up?
This was the question asked in the show - Dear, Dear son-in-law
Pierre Pang in the show answered, "if a couple can remain as gd friends after breakup, there's only 2 possibilities.
One - they never truly love each other before.
Two - one of the party is committing silently for another.

What's ur point of view? I don't have the answer myself.

One of my friend posed me a question today.
He asked, "should i let pw (his gf) to become an air stewardess?"
I said, "why not?"
He answered, "because i have a few friends, whom allowed their gf to work as an air stewardess, but they nv ended together, the reason was they seldom meet each other and their gf changes to another person."
I said, "let it be a test for both of you"
but he says, "but i know i can prevent it now so why shall i let it happen?"

I was dumb-founded at the moment.
He said, "can i be selfish for this one time?"

phew~ relationship is really easy to start and hard to maintain huh?

Obvious - Westlife

Obvious - Westlife
This is a super sweet song, a solution for those guys who ponder how to confess to a girl. Ha. :)

We started as friends
But something happened inside me
Now I'm reading into everything
But there's no sign you hear the lightning baby
You don't ever notice me turning on my charm
Or wonder why I'm always where you are

*Chorus
I've made it obvious
Done everything but sing it
(I've crushed on you so long, but on and on you get me wrong)
I'm not so good with words
And since you never notice
The way that we belong
I'll say it in a love song

I've heard you talk about (Heard you talk about)
How you want someone just like me
But everytime I ask you out (Time I ask you out)
We never move pass friendly, no no
And you don't ever notice how I stare when we're alone
Or wonder why I keep you on the phone

[*Chorus]

You are my very first thought in the morning
And my last at nightfall
You are the love that came without warning
I need you, I want you to know

I've made it obvious
So finally I'll sing it (I've crushed on you so long)
I'm not so good with words
And since you never notice
The way that we belong
I'll say it in a love song
And sing it until the day you're holding me
I've wanted you so long
but on and on you get me wrong
I more then adore you
but since you never seem to see
But you never seem to see
I'll say it in this love song


*Life moves on without you

Dream

I had a dream yesterday night, i cried in my dream.
I experienced a heartbreak in there, which felt so real.

If - Bread

If - Bread
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=_Le2NsPiguM

If a picture paints a thousand words,
Then why can't I paint you?
The words will never show
the you I've come to know.

If a face could launch a thousand ships,
Then where am I to go?
There's no one home but you,
You're all that's left me too.
And when my love for life is running dry,
You come and pour yourself on me.

If a man could be two places at one time,
I'd be with you.
Tomorrow and today,
beside you all the way.

If the world should stop revolving
spinning slowly down to die,
I'd spend the end with you.
And when the world was through,
Then one by one the stars would all go out,
Then you and I would simply fly away

M&M (Monsoon & Manager)

First post for Nov..

these few days had been raining, i really don't like raining seasons but the thought of monsoon wet rice cultivation reminds me that rain helps cultivate rice crops. Hence, my mood lifted up a little.

I look forward to Food service management (FSM), a module in my course. I'm appointed as one of the managers in my class. I have to 'employ' a assist manager, head cook and assit cook, plan a menu & run a cafe in my school! Plan to earn profit with the food we're selling in the cafe. Though there's really alot of things to plan and organise, I really look forward to all the practical lessons for this module. :)

Drained

Felt very drained-out recently. Fell aslp on my bed immediately i stepped into my sweet home.. Wasn't the usual me cos no matter how tired i was i wouldn't slp on my bed w/o bathing.

Spent the night out with the usual the other night, it was serene's 20th birthday - 29th Oct
Happy 20th Birthday Serene..! :)

Ate supper with them but didn't join them for movie earlier on. Wanted to scrimp and make ends meet for the month. Friends are my stress-reliever, seeing them lifted up my mood. I'm glad to have theses understanding friends around me all the times.

天灰

Nice lyrics to share.. :)
A Chinese song from S.H.E - 天灰
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=x5UReqMi0cQ


如果你不再出现
我的世界还有什么可贵
可惜不够时间
让我们试验
什么叫永远

想念变成怀念
心动变成心碎
偏偏还会关切
你最后属于谁

我的天空
今天有点灰
我的心是个落叶的季节
我不知道如何度过今夜
所有的灯早已经全都熄灭

如果你从没出现
我会不会觉得快乐一些
可惜残忍时间
总要把诺言
一点点摧毁

Uncomfortable

My MP sensory evaluaiton had finally come to an end. This was indeed a good news for us. However, I was told that we might end up having to extend on the sensory evaluation on for advance sensory tasting (to have more accurate results). This was not confirm but i hope it wouldn't be too tedious for us since the term had started.

Yesterday spent half the day with destinedfriends in my lao gong hse, Melyvn's. It was his 20th birthday..! Happy Birthday Melvyn..! :) Ate the Jing Zhen Tou and pizzas.. Ha..

Wasn't in very good mood recently, ulcer on my lower lip makes me feel really uncomfortable. But that doesn't stop me from eating my curry puff and chocolate biscuits. Lol..!

Rewind

Time-table was really out this time. The other time i checked on the wrong time-table.. lol.. It was the for previous semester. *blur*

So it was indeed packed. Seeing the timetable really makes my heart go upside down. Times flies, before i could realise that the term is starting, my holiday is ending. I'm graduating soon. :(

Rewind pls..

Safe

I came to know that my used-to-be gd fren's mother had contracted with cancer. I dunno how i should react when i know abt it. I can't do nothing, neither can i do anything. Sincerely, i hope she recover in no time, after her operation.

Time-table is out, empty timetable which gave me a shock, was wondering whether i did anything wrong from the online registration. But check out with friend, i'm safe. But i know the empty time-table will never be free, MP needs to be progress. Hope i'll have more time with my friends.

Van's bdae

Here are some pictures taken on saturday, a belated celebration with the bdae gal - vanessa
10/10/07, also, it's her & her boy 2nd anniversary.. :)

Time

He asked, my answer to him was no..
I'm not ready was the reason i gave to him..
& he said he's confident to make me say yes.

His words touched, but did not moved my heart.
Time was what i requested from him.
The time was short, but i was surprise to how fast we'd moved.

I can only say, my heart is too fragile to endure another heartbreak.

Believings

Whenever i alight at the bus stop infornt of the mosque at tampines on Fridays, I always felt that the muslim have very strong believing in their religion. I respect them being this way. Had never seen other religions having that strong believing so far, perhaps i have not walk pass the church & the temple on certain occasions that make me felt that way yet.

Truth

Sometimes i prefer i didn't see
Sometimes i prefer i didn't hear
Sometimes i prefer i didn't know
Sometimes...

I didn't bear hatred
I didn't hold grudges
& I hope you would know

Not because i wanted you back
Not because i wanted you feel bad
Not because i wanted your thanks
Not because i wanted what i wanted
I did it all for you - & I didn't want you to know

Gone were the days
I'm much ahead
I know you weren't
But sincerely
I hope you were as well

Blank

Bumped into a fren of mine when i was walking to my school today. Ha.. din know it'll be that coincident since the school is so big and when it's during the school holiday.

As the sensory tasting had carried out for the fifth time, i felt more insecure as i'm really afraid i can't meet up to 60 panelists for each type of wine. Hope everything will go on smoothly for my group. When will we stop our evaluation? It felt as if it's never going to end. *sigh*

Tied-up

Had been super busy with my MP sensory tasting recently, still i went working on weekends.. :) I think that's the only time for me to rest and enjoy..

Went to my ex-collegue's son's bdae celebration last sat at east coast, feeling quite awarkard as the people there i don't quite recongnise, lucky i brought a friend there with me..

I need more time....

Falls

I dread climbing the flight of stairs before i can step on the land of TP. Today when i was climbing the stairs i tripped and almost fall. This wasn't the first time happening so i was not really that embarrassed, there were about a handful of times this happened before already. (='.'=)

I'd promised my sis with the dinner preparation tml night. I hope i'm not tied up by MP and be able to meet up with her on time.

I love my job :)

Sometimes i really find that i love my job alot.. Seeing the sales so good today lift-up my tiring mood.. :) Sometimes seeing & helping the newly-wed couples choosing their desired bedsheet set and buying the new bedding accessories for their wedding is a joyful thing for me.. Sometimes i even thought of continueing full-time job after i grad, the pay in this company is not that low as u think.. U may be surprised by the pay.. ha.. :O

Went running again, ran for 4 rounds onli.. i gotta buck up! Hee hee.. Sch is starting soon though it's a few weeks away still, but time flies~ I wanna treasure the time i have now - slp more and & do-nothing more.. lol.. Relax!

I hope u'll be fine & happy always..

Colin Raye - One boy, One girl

She sent me mins ago, i like this song, it's sweet. :) I think i fell in love with colin raye's love songs, though i only heard 2 of them..

For me to share:
Colin Raye - One boy, One girl
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=KSCz70NVPOY

He finally gave in to his friend's girlfriend
when she said "there's someone you should meet"
At a crowded restaurant way cross town
he waited impatiently
When she walked in
their eyes met
And they both stared
Right there and then
Everyone else disappeared
but

*Chorus
One boy, one girl
Two hearts beating wildly
To put it mildly
it was love at first sight
He smiled, she smiled
and they knew right away
This was the day they'd been waiting for all their lives
For a moment the whole world
Revolved around
one boy and one girl

In no time at all
they were standing there
in the front of a little church
Among their friends and family
repeating those sacred words

The preacher said
"son, kiss your bride"
And he raised her veil
Like the night they met
Time just stood still
for

*Chorus

He was holding her hand
when the doctor looked up and grinned
"Congratulations, twins"
One boy, one girl
Two hearts beating wildly
To put it mildly
it was love at first sight
He smiled, she smiled
and they knew right away
This was the day
they'd been waiting for all their lives
And for a moment the whole world
Revolved around
one boy, and one girl

Always

I'll keep on believing, despites facts prove me wrong always.. :)

Trapped

Feel like shouting out loud.. every little single word that i can't voice out is hiding deep in me

Angles

Blogging had became a unhappy issue in destinedfriendship.. Due to the tag box & comments given in our group's blog and also the individual blog of ours.. Yes, nothing wrong with own comments, but to me, sparing a thought for others with what u write is necessary. You speak out with what u think is telling others your kind of character, nothing's wrong, but in other people shoes, they will think that you are not concern and care for their feelings. I'm not pointing particularly to anyone so no offence, but because of this tagging stuff, everybody is cracking their head together to find out the root of the problem & the conclusion for this - everybody as diferent point of view.

Michael Jackson - You are not alone

I adore his vocal & dance, especially for this song..

Michael Jackson - You are not alone
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=_Mz_waTNtpE

Another day has gone
I'm still all alone
How could this be
You're not here with me

You never said goodbye
Someone tell me why
Did you have to go
And leave my world so cold

Everyday I sit and ask myself
How did love slip away
Something whispers in my ear and says

*That you are not alone
For I am here with you
Though you're far away
I am here to stay
But you are not alone
For I am here with you
Though we're far apart
You're always in my heart
But you are not alone

'Lone, 'loneWhy, 'lone

Just the other night
I thought I heard you cry
Asking me to come
And hold you in my arms

I can hear your prayers
Your burdens I will bear
But first I need your hand
Then forever can begin

Everyday I sit and ask myself
How did love slip away
Something whispers in my ear and says

*chorus

Whisper three words and I'll come runnin'
And girl you know that I'll be there
I'll be there

*chorus

Autumn

Went chinese garden wif rayna & friends yesterday night.. It's a long long ride.. it took about an hour for us to reach there from hougang though one of our friend drove us there, partially due to the heavy traffic at the expressways too.

When we were outside the garden, everything seemed abnormally quiet, wasn't it supposed to be very crowded since autumn festival is round the corner? Indeed i wasn't wrong, when we walked to the main gate, the carpark was packed and there was queue infront of the ticketing entrance. We walked in, and i got this sudden thought - "paying for walking". We climbed flight of stairs just to get up to the top of 2 different pagodas, the main difference between the two is only their height. Sounds silly right? But i think that's the 'worth thing' doing inside the park since we don't get a chance to do it elsewhere.

We carried PAPER lanterns around and it's never bored with 2 well-blend jokers around throughout the journey. It has been a long time since i last carried paper lanterns, it's fun!

Inside the park there's what they named the 'wishing tree'. You have got to pay $3 to buy the wishing plate and throw it up high and got it hanged up there on the tree. I find the organizers really have their way of earning money. Carpark fee - $3, entrance fee per person-$12, Wishing plate-$3, entrance fee for watching live tortoise-$5. When i told rayna they anyhow named the trees as 'wishing tree' & they got to earn a few hundred bucks or perhaps thousands from it. Despite saying that, it's really enjoying to see so many wishes hanging on the tree, 2 of which are from rayna & hoki. I wonder what they wished for......

Took a lot of pictures there, especially for rayna and her boy, but didn't manage to capture alot of nice images since the objects in the backgrounds turns out to be only reflections of light.

Oh ya, manage to grab a pathetic picture from bella which we took the other day at kbox in marina sq.

Corrinne May - Love Song for #1

A song from Corrinne May - Love Song for #1
I was listening to her album yesterday before i sleep, find this song rather nice for me to share though her songs are quite catholic/christian.. But i was unable to find link for u all.. It goes,

In the twinkling stars that dance like fireflies
In the blushing fruit that hangs upon the vine
In the face of a baby forms his first smile
I see you

In the whisper of the wind's soft lullaby
In the laughter and the roar of the rushing tide
In the song of sparrow as he takes his first flight
I hear you

Why do you hide among the nameless and forgotten
Why do you walk along these long forsaken roads
Calling to me in the hungry and the homeless
Calling me to water your thirst

So i'll give you my heart and my song
In a world where so much is right
But too much is wrong
Your love is my beginning and i know it won't be too long
Till i see you

Why do you hide among the nameless and forgotten
Why do you walk along these long forsaken roads
Calling to me in the hungry and the homeless
Calling me to water your thirst

So i'll give you my heart and my song
In a world where so much is right
But too much is wrong
Your love is my beginning and i know it won't be too long
Till i see you
I hear you
I love you

Enjoyed

Had a wonderful birthday celebration with my poly clique of girls at marina sq the past wednesday. (19/09/07) We were there to celebrate both the birthday girl, pei yan's bdae (19/09/07) & the birthday boy, shaun's belated bdae (09/09/07). I was surprised by the unexpectedly high quality food from the kbox's buffet. They serve sarshimi and mostly japanese food there & it really taste good. Really enjoyed ourselves there singing & eating at the same time. Took a lot of pics but i received none yet at this point of time since the gals have yet to send them to me.

Happy Birthday Pei Yan
Happy Birthday Shaun

*Puzzled by the wish the birthday boy had made that day.

Touched..

Came back from work.. had a scolding from the supervisor there when i was abt to leave the work place.. bcos we're found grouping/chit-chatting on the selling floor.. But.. i have to explained that we are working most of the time, and 'slack' for that few minutes and we were being discovered.. *shake head* our names were being joted down and we have to sign on a piece of paper to admit those written on the paper.. *sigh* dunno why luck has been down on me this year.. had been getting complains twice this year.. which i never been before for the past 3 years.. *sad*

But when i met my friends ltr at night, a gift i'd received frm my girl-friend really brightens up my day.. she made some small little cards.. with continuous little notes with it.. touched deeply down to the bottom of my heart.. thank u, fang..

Unexpected

Back from a 3d2n chalet at down town east. It was supposed to be a fun and unfogetable chalet for the gathering of destinedfriends, but it turned out to be otherwise. *sigh*

The higher the expectation the higher the disappoinment?? Indeed it is, i guess the guys in destinedfriendship are over-protective towards us - the ladies. They are afraid that other people may 'intrude' into destinedfrienship. When the boyfriends are there, they don't seemed to be happy with them around. It was like this last time, now and perhaps, the future too..

I guess everyone is so used to be being within ourselves, wouldn't want to accept the fact that we are grown up adults. Ya, grown up, but why are there still people with grown up looks but with a wrong mindset up there?? Perhaps that's what destinedfriends should ponder over about. There are people out there envious about the special friendship we are holding to, but it seems that we are starting to take this all for granted now.

The returned

So, i have got back my music keyboard just 2 days ago. Argued with him over little things again but that doesn't matters anymore. After that half an hour arguments then we chatted for the next half an hour.

I wanna learn some songs from that keyboard! It was at my place for 8 long years and i merely played 3 songs from it.

My supervisor finally agreed on my proposal - stop recruiting panelists, stop at 80 panels! =)

Tml is my chalet, though quite a few couldn't make it, but i really hope we had a fun one, because even if it's only one from destinedfriends who couldn't come, the joy wouldn't be the same anymore.

Disheartened

Chalet dates are drawing near, but i ain't getting any happier.. :( mainly because alot of people can't make it for this year chalet.. really sad to say that.. because some in NS or overseas..
on the first day itself most people can't make it earlier to the chalet dur to their FYP or MP, or someother things they have to see to. Felt disheartened..

Fun night! =)

The weekend is over again...

Had a wonderful weekend last week i can say, Firstly, Happy Birthday to Evelyn!! Her birthday falls on last saturday - 08/09/07. Rayna came down to my work palce to go down east coast together. She bought some nail polishes and some menicure stuff at THE FACE SHOP for evelyn as her birthday present. She invited our classmates to go for her birthday celebration at east coast chalet. There's buffet and games and laughters everywhere. Really had fun together with them that night. :) Envied her, her parents planned out everything nicely for her, the foods, the cake, the games, the prizes.. The cake is really nice! Rich chocolate cake..! & all can see she has very good family bonds, everybody in her family, the cousins partipated spontaneously in the game.. hahaha.. fight for the prizes... CRAZY...! BUT FUN!

Times up.. Everybody start dispersing themselves, after taking some photos den me and rayna see some of our friends off to the taxi stands and den her boyfriend and friend came down and had supper together with us, and we went home sweet home too...

will load up some of the photos we took soon after i received them.. =)

Eveything is gonna be ok in the end, if it's not ok, then it's still not the end
everything is coming to an end soon...

Dislikes

I woke up early than usual today, just early enough to use the computer before my bro wake up. Who knows, he went school soon after i switched on the com, should have sleep a little longer.. lol.. I know i sleep like a log, but i think i need to rest well for my brain to function for the day. MP is really killing me.. People thought my project is the easiest among all - don't have to come up with new formulation, don't have alot of bench work, conduct ONLY sensory test... BUT, looking for qualify panelist alone take weeks! Also, giving them individual roster(soon) will have individual preferred schedule, how to come up to a common tasting date? ANW.. leave that to worry last.

My sis and friends birthday falls in a line, wishing them a v Happy Birthday!! Though sometimes i find birthday rather meaningless...

sis's 05/09/07 - Happy 19th Birthday!! Sry was supposed to msg u on the dot :p
chester's 06/09/07 - Happy 21st Birthday!!
shan's 07/09/07 - Happy 20th Birthday my gal!! =)

A song to share

*Our love will always last
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=gr4mKQjgLHQ

As we walk this land
Side by side, hand in hand
I know that some clouds may pass
But if we hold on tight
And love with all our might
Then the thorns in our life will never last

And the roads may sometimes be unpaved
You may think that our love cannot be saved
Though the world out there
May be cold to all we share
I have you, to take me through the night
And if we hold on tight
And stay true to all that’s right
Then baby, our love will always last

See the sunrise in the sky
Kiss the sunset as we lie
At night, i’ll never leave your side
But i know someday
I’ll be gone, and you’ll be gray
Oh, darling, wish that i could heal your pain

Though the world out there
May be cold to all we share
I have you, to take me through the night
And if we hold on tight
And stay true to all that’s right
Then baby, our love will always last

And if we hold on tight
stay true to all that’s right
Then baby, our love will always last

I can run!

oh!! I can run now! I just went to the nearest stadium and ran for 4 rounds.. despites the same old probelm - stitches, i hang on and continue running.. haha.. I thought i can nv step into the running track anymore cause the pain caused by stitches is unbearable. Anyway... I will continue to run whenever i got the time.. =)

Before that i went takashimaya wif my friend trying to find a suitable present for my sis whom's birthday is tomorrow, but after an hour shopping i didn't manage to get a thing for her.. I onli bought some cookies back from famous amos for myself. :p

After the run i happily went home and found out that my hse was empty w/o me having the key.. The thought of having a good bath was crushed..ohh.. I call all my family members and all were far away from home except my bro who is 2 bus stops sway, with no choice i took the bus there and collect the keys from him. He refused to come down from his friend's hse and passed the key to me, forcing me to take the lift up after a tiring day. :( The thought of getting home leave me with no fighting spirit - guai guai went up...

Beautiful~

Just came back from MP meeting with our supervisor again today. The feeling of me now is like walking in pitch darkness and might fall any moment. The stress is always increasing, for the things we do have to include members from ASC (science) & INT (IT) school. Imagine u did sth wrong and everybody is following you wrongly. How to answer to such a big crowd for ur error if sth like this happen? Perhaps i think too much but it is inevitable for me to think that way.

My mood is beautiful today though the stress & rain is showering me the whole day. I don't know the reasons myself either. =) But my beautiful mood hastens my work pace quite alot. Did quite a number of things today for MP, stayed for 5 hours in school and delayed for lunch till 4 plus in the late afternoon. Felt quite bad as my MP group members skipped thier lunch because we are trying to complete as much things as possible by today.

My good friend sms today around 5 plus from China, he told me that his room mate know me! What a small world.. Lol.. That guy is one of my colleague in King Koil and this same guy happens to be one of my poly friend's friend too. Haha.. The world is indeed round.

Down

The day when i posted out the post where i mentioned that i wanna had a change of my mobile phone, my memory card starts to declare a war with me - memory card corrupted! OMG.. I did not have any back-up copy of what i have in my memory card since my cable is faulty too.. :( one very important song and a picture i wasn't able to retrieve them back anymore, though i was suppose to delete them long ago. My heart was tearing me apart now, wasn't bear to think of deleting them away at all. I don't think i'm left with any choice now but to accept the fact that what is gone is gone & i believe - if these things are meant to be mine, they will come back in a way or another.

Today went to marina sq to have a farewell dinner with destinedfriends since one of our member is departing for china for his OSIP, 5 months. I'm down with a close friend whom i always look to whenever i need somebody to talk with. Though the world is shrinked with those internet access, it would never be the same having someone beside to lent u his ears. I hope i will grow up a little more after this 5 months.

*If those are meant to be mine, they will come back to me one day

Ficker-minded

Oh my god.. there are too many things that distract me from doing my proper work whenever i on my com..! :P Msn & blogs are enough to dift my concentration off my 'MP-in-process'
thinking hard on how to come out with the best sensory pattern is enough to kill all my brain cells, how to work on the FIZZ (software) is another problem we have to solve ourselves. I'm getting slacker as each day passes especially when i don't have to go back school for MP.. BUT why am i not putting on more weights???!! Can those people who always wanna lose their weights pls guide me how to put on these weights that u all don't want?? Lol..

Had been looking around for the most suitable mobile phone for myself. I couldn't decide on the brand that i want! Initially wanted Nokia (user-friendly), den my sis recommended Samsung (i find the designs of their photo rather nice), den rayna says samsung phone is not gd and she recommended Sony Ericson (they have very good walkman). Now, stucked with these few brands.. I'm flicker-minded, i always thought i was determined enough and be a royal customer for Nokia. I just need a simple-designed phone which i can make phone calls, sms and with nice appearance.

*Consideration in process

Old days

I'd just browsed through some of the photos that was taken years ago, the line between my lips curled up.. =) because the people inside the photo was still the same after 7~8 long years..! I kept mentioning about destinedfriendship, but i have not introduce to u the members.. here are some of the pictures.. =)

The Babes..! :p

The hunks!
The genuine smiles on us.. Except for one acting cool.. Lol..
The precious photo taken before the school had its new look

Now let me show you some other pictures - our class photos..

Can u see the graffiti done by us? We were allowed to paint the classroom before they are being demolished.. Can you imagine when the principal wants to do a routine check on classroom?? Den we the councillors and the monitors have to buy Majong paper or the big pieces of paper to cover the cannot-be-seen words (covered by the people in the pictures) lol! I remembered 2 words vividly- bball Rulez..! =) Can you spot me??

Our holding classroom at edgefield (seng kang)

Can you differentiate which are the photos taken years ago and which are those taken recently? I think they look the same to me.. =)

Lalala

Rise and shine...!
Lol.. It's now 6.22pm in the evening.. but i slept so well after i came back from my MP meeting with my supervisor..was so tired, went school yesterday too, wasn't used to wake up early in the morning to squeeze the bus now. Partly because of the 'nice weather' for sleeping too. How am i going to survive next sem..?? Lol.. :p
To our very big surprise, we score an 'A' for our proposal..! =) Tat's so strange to hear when the other time the teacher say till our format was so wrong.. But anw.. lalalala.. Hey i am not here to flaunt my result, but jus happy, those who know will understand... =)

Destinedfriendship's chalet was still so long away.. 14/09/07~16/09/07
I can't wait to be there right away.. den can try to dig out those little secrets from them there.. hahaa.. I WILL WAIT, WILL WAIT IMPATIENTLY!

A promise to cherish

A promise to cherish
when 2 people come together
with love & hope in their heart
when 2 people have a dream
they both can share
it's the beginning of a life
of 2 becoming 1
with the promise to cherish
to honour
to love and care

*Love me

between now and then
till I see you again
I'll be lovin you
Love, Me

:(

I bought a dress at Far East Plaza.. I tried the black, but i bought the white bcos i like it better. However, when i reached home and tried, i found that the white is shorter than the black. :( saddens!! I was so happy when i bought the dress, but now, i doubt that the lady boss will want to change the black dress with me.. :( so sad~~

Pictures time! =)

As promised, here are some of the pictures we took at clarke quay.. =)

*I'm blessed, with this clique of friends surrounding me always..

Yummy food with Yucky thingy

Ytd i went out with some of my friends to meridian to have some korean food. Ya.. we went all the way there since one of my fren highly recommended their food. So we place order, cuttlefish hotplate, beef & pork hotplates and the tofu soup. While me and one of fren, hui, were almost finishing our food, and had endless praising for it, i saw sth that resembles cockoach but my fren said it was onion. I had a closer look and indeed, it was a baby cockoach! OMG, my fren spit out the food immediately and the other 2 guys went to the store and look for their in-charge. The lady there wasn't showing a sign of guiltiness and ask us what do we want her to do when she says she want to return back our money but we insist to talk to her boss? Left with no choice we left the place we our unfinished food and went to catch a movie. On the way there one of my guy friend was quite unpleased and decided to lodge a complain to the MOH. So the receptionist said they will send down people to inspect their stall and get back to us soon.

Bought a bag at P.O.A, wasn't v happy abt it cos initially that wasn't the bag i intended to buy, bought another bag in a hasty as the price was v attractive. I'm considering to do an exchange.. I'm still thinking.. :

It's Tiger Time

Yesterday went out with some of my friends to town, bought a belt for my fren's bdae present at far east plaza. Before that we went taka to have our dinner, the pasta was nice, ooOooo, i forgot to take note for the title of the cafe. Den we acc shuhui to esplanade to pass sth to her bf. we went walking down clarke quay, beautiful night scenary there, took alot of photos too. Will upload them soon after serene posted it up. :)

Ltr hing boon suggessted to go to one of his fren's pub located in clarke quay. So we went, it was my sec time to go to pub. He ordered a jug of tiger, i had one cup, wasn't tipsy at all, Hahaha. After that he called uncle Joseph, a v friendly taxi driver, we called him, he came down with less than 10 mins, w/o any surcharge for on-call cab. He droved v v fast, ya.. funny and chatty taxi-driver.

*Wonderful Tonight http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=BCO8KkkmdIE

It's late in the evening
she's wondering what clothes to wear
She puts on her make-up and brushes her long blonde hair
And then she asks me, "Do I look all right?"
And I say, "Yes, you look wonderful tonight."
We go to a party and everyone turns to see
This beautiful lady that's walking around with me
And then she asks me, "Do you feel all right?"
And I say, "Yes, I feel wonderful tonight."
I feel wonderful because I see
The love light in your eyes
And the wonder of it all
Is that you just don't realize how much I love you.
It's time to go home now and I've got an aching head
So I give her the car keys and she helps me to bed
And then I tell her, as I turn out the light
I say, "My darling, you were wonderful tonight
Oh my darling, you were wonderful tonight

MP in process

Just back from sch and had a meeting with my supervisor regarding our MP.. it's getting more and more fun yet more and more tedious by having to contact all the ASC (Applied science) staff. We need to collate all the details when we received back all the surveys.. wOW.. imagine that.. 120 surveys.. Phew~

Today, zhen wei came to sch to look for me, we went lunch together with rayna at Mensa, we haven't been there for a long time already. Rayna missed the food there.. lol.. Den we accompanied rayna to Bedok to place order for a birthday cake for her bro who's brithday is on this coming friday. The cake is expensive! $40.. lol.. and the gal who served us didn't really show good attitude, didn't smile at us at all... Don't understand why also..

*god, make the project easy for us pls..

I can talk and shout here

Oh gosh today is monday!! Not because i had monday blues, but because i told myself if I have not recover by monday i will have to go and see the doctor.. I really hate queuing for hours early in the morning to go to the polyclinic and see the doc for 5 mins. I had no voice now, when i speak it's like dotted line ------------ onli some words can be heard. I was coughing my lungs out yesterday night, almost vomitted on my newly changed quilt cover. My dad woke up and forced me to drink the medicine, i guess he know i hate to take these medicine. Why do i hate them? Because i almost gulp down more than half a bottle of cough syrup but i think it ain't getting any better. Lol.. I'm pushing the blame to the cough syrup, not reflecting on how i'm taking care of myself - drinking cold water, eating ice-cream, frying eggs and luncheon meat for my maggie-dinner ytd. *tongue out* I myself also don't understand why i like to eat these especially when i forbidden to have them. Whahaa.. I hope my voice can at least get a bit better so that when i go back school on wed the teacher still can hear me when i speak. If not we have to use paper & pen to communicate during our MP meeting. :p

thanks to basil, whom brought over his mum herbal tea for me ytd evening. my sis was jealous.. lol.. cos she said she mentioned to basil she's sick also.. we can share the bottle of herbal tea.. but she doesn't want it.. lol

*no doctor for me, i'll recover in no time!

The birthday boy's celebration

Jus came back from wen de's bdae celebration at kovan de Hong Kong Cafe.. It's so fun as almost everybody in destinedfriendship turned up though many were still having their exams.. =) My sorethroat had turn from bad to worst, as i was like a "Kindergarden teacher" there, asking them to start singing the birthday song and shout to them the foods that arrived to see who's food order in order to make the job easy for the waitress there. I think i really made a fool of myself just to make the birthday boy enjoy his birthday.. but i think it's worth it ba... =) it's now thirty five after two in the morning, i'm just here to make sure i had jote the excitements i just had with my bunch of good friends.. just can't imagine how bad my throat will be the first thing i wake up in the morning the next day.. i ate quite a fair amount of rich chocolate cake which i ain't suppose to have any given with my condition of my throat now.. but in order to give some honour to the bdae boy, i swallow them down though my stomach is almost exploding.. *exaggerating* :p i think we all had the fun so is the bdae boy i guess.

*I love them all :)

A question with no answer

An interesting question was posed to me from a friend when we are working at centrepoint today.. He asked, "how's thing gg on between u and ur ex-bf?" I was puzzled with this question as we had parted for almost half a year. I just merely gave him a smile and answer, "Just like tat, nothing special." He said he just don't understand why me and my ex-bf broke off since he can tell i still have feelings lingering in my heart. I was dumb-founded, i don't know how to answer him this question. I had just realised i gave everybody a different answer for our breakup since there are too many little things that lead to what happened today. I don't have an definite answer for myself too. My friends said I'm silly, doing things for him such as printing notes for his test w/o letting him to know that I'm helping him. What for? For me helping him is not wanting him to know and appreciate what i did but just want him to do well for his test. Purely just that trust me. I feel really uncomfortable when i know he's not going to do well cos he do not know what to study. I had to help him that's what i know. No regrets.

Today, felt really uncomfortable as i had tonsils and serious cough, intended to bring along my strepsils to work but i left it on my table and leave for work w/o it. Oh gosh when i was fishing my bag for a lozenge and realise it was still on my table despite umpteen times of reminder for myself. *shake head* in the end i got myself another packet of strepsils when i was having my lunch break.

3plus more hours ltr will be one of the member in destinedfriendship birthday, that is woon tik. We'll be having our supper at Hong Kong Cafe at kovan ltr.. I pretty much look forward to it. =)

*No regrets

Effort gone to drain

We were asked to write out a proposal for our supervisor.. well.. we wrote out for her.. put in our effort and when we came back to her for our proposal debrief she says, "actually the job scope had changed, but i don't wanna tell u all since u all alrd started with ur proposal and i don't wanna make u all start all over again." oh gosh.. i had put in reasonable effort it in and she said that.. All right, it's ok.. she meant well.. But worst thing came, for our next meet-up, she showed us some worksheet that she had drafted.. she wants us to follow her way of doing the project.. oh.. ya.. some may think it's gd that she did so much for us, but somehow i felt so disappointed? For we have to follow her way of doing instead of using our proposed way.. the analytical method, the test and the design.. all changed.. *sigh* i guessed that's what industrial project is all abt.. afraid that we will make tiny mistakes to spoil the reputation of food science student??

I'd jus received emails from my teacher, her drafted surveys and sensory sessions.. all drafted out.. i should thank her in a way of course.. for putting as much effort as us.. but, can we voice our opinion pls?

*spare me from projects

My First Entry =)

After several weeks of consideration.. I finally created my own personal blog.. I seriously hope I can have the time to update my blog frequently.. I'd closed my friendster account months ago.. Not regretting though friends encouraged me to keep the account.. At least I felt released .. Now I'm starting with this blog.. At least I have a little more of my privacy.. =)

5 months ago.. officially announced: I'm single
Though I missed:
The music made by guitar string
The companion when I'm alone
The hugs i received when I needed most
The kisses arrived when I frown

All & all i missed everything..

But I never regretted the choice i made.. I thank god for giving me last little strength to made this decision..I thank destinedfriendship.. for their companion during these few months.. I thank my friends whom have been with me silently by my side.. thank you.. =)

Gone were the sweet moments.. and here I'm starting with my new beginning.. Everything is gonna be ok in the end.. If' it's not ok.. Den it is still not the end..

*how can i put into words what i feel