不说出的温柔

It's already 1am in the morning. Though tomorrow is an usual working day, I still decided to pen down what's deep in thought now. Especially after listening to this song:

范逸臣 - 不说出的温柔 http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=fpHJfTypdgw



你是否 忘记了
那时候的笑容
如果我已不在你心中

舍不得 为什么
你说过的以后
留下我能不能圆梦

那天空 云很多
看不见你的轮廓
只剩下 太多来不及说

不说出的温柔
让你离开我
我以为你都会懂

等着你
我 才发现难过

很难说有没有
想念过你的手
可能是 我不愿去触碰
不记得本来你
有没有擦口红
反正是 我已经错过

那天空 云很多
看不见你的轮廓
剩下 太多来不及说

想哭的冲动
开始在失去以后
才等着你的手
拥抱我的寂寞
该说的时候
早应该大声的说
那种认真的沉默
弄巧成拙

不说出的温柔
让你离开我
我以为你都会懂
想哭的冲动
开始在失去以后
已经擦干了泪
为何还有点痛
该说的时候
早应该大声的说
爱已经留下缺口
剩下沉默

不说出的温柔
让你离开我
去拥抱你要的梦
别担心我
我会好好过

J said "I always thought that you will be a prospective daughter-in-law that every parent would want." This sentence of his has been running through my mind for so long. Even though this was said months ago, while now, I'm thinking of it, again. No idea, I wish I can be better.

... unwritten thoughts, can't seem to put in words, period.

Can I?

I can't wait for my braces to be taken Oout...!!! Haha I know it's so random.. A brand new look which I have been yearning for ages. Weee~~

Plenty of thoughts have been running through my mind recently. Umm.. maybe not just recent but have always been thinking.. Especially after I'd met my tutor whom sometimes inspired me with his words.. On & off. What do I want to do after my graduation? Where do I want to progress to? I don't have a single clue to myself. But I will never stop thinking.. to make myself a better person.

"I say love, it is a flower & you it's only seed"



Remember when

Remember when I was thirteen years old I wished I can be sixteen..
When I reached sixteen years old I wished I can be eighteen..
& when I'm eighteen years old I wished I can be twenty-one..
& when I was twenty-one I wished I can be twenty-three..
This year.. turning twenty-five, I wished to stop growing..

A song to share~ http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=TTA2buWlNyM

Remember When - Alan Jackson
Remember when I was young and so were you
And time stood still and love was all we knew
You were the first, so was I
We made love and then you cried
Remember when


Remember when we vowed the vows and walked the walk
Gave our hearts, made the start, it was hard
We lived and learned, life threw curves
There was joy, there was hurt
Remember when

Remember when old ones died and new were born
And life was changed, disassembled, rearranged
We came together, fell apart
And broke each other's hearts
Remember when

Remember when the sound of little feet
Was the music we danced to week to week
Brought back the love, we found trust
Vowed we'd never give it up
Remember when

Remember when thirty seemed so old
Now lookin' back, it's just a steppin' stone
To where we are, where we've been
Said we'd do it all again
Remember when

Remember when we said when we turned gray
When the children grow up and move away
We won't be sad, we'll be glad
For all the life we've had
And we'll remember when

Remember when

Remember when

A new beginning

This new year has started for 31 days and lunar new year will be over in a few day's time. I want to say that my last christmas and my chinese new year were very well-spent with friends and family. :) I'd also received a very awesome xmas present from Mr Ron - the Samsung Note ^.^ I can take more pictures with him now.. cos I realised that our photos are just too little. Nice phone huh? :D

I'm looking forward to Valentine's Day.. bcos we'll be travelling to Batam over the weekend before and on that day itself, he says there'll be good food :p am wondering now if we should just do the cooking at home, I bet it'll be equally sweet and enjoying :)

I can still remember my new year resolution for last year, one of them was to be a nicer girlfriend to Mr Ron and treating him better. So this year resolution will continue on from last year, simply because he's just too nice and I can't bring myself to love him less. :)