Down

The day when i posted out the post where i mentioned that i wanna had a change of my mobile phone, my memory card starts to declare a war with me - memory card corrupted! OMG.. I did not have any back-up copy of what i have in my memory card since my cable is faulty too.. :( one very important song and a picture i wasn't able to retrieve them back anymore, though i was suppose to delete them long ago. My heart was tearing me apart now, wasn't bear to think of deleting them away at all. I don't think i'm left with any choice now but to accept the fact that what is gone is gone & i believe - if these things are meant to be mine, they will come back in a way or another.

Today went to marina sq to have a farewell dinner with destinedfriends since one of our member is departing for china for his OSIP, 5 months. I'm down with a close friend whom i always look to whenever i need somebody to talk with. Though the world is shrinked with those internet access, it would never be the same having someone beside to lent u his ears. I hope i will grow up a little more after this 5 months.

*If those are meant to be mine, they will come back to me one day

Ficker-minded

Oh my god.. there are too many things that distract me from doing my proper work whenever i on my com..! :P Msn & blogs are enough to dift my concentration off my 'MP-in-process'
thinking hard on how to come out with the best sensory pattern is enough to kill all my brain cells, how to work on the FIZZ (software) is another problem we have to solve ourselves. I'm getting slacker as each day passes especially when i don't have to go back school for MP.. BUT why am i not putting on more weights???!! Can those people who always wanna lose their weights pls guide me how to put on these weights that u all don't want?? Lol..

Had been looking around for the most suitable mobile phone for myself. I couldn't decide on the brand that i want! Initially wanted Nokia (user-friendly), den my sis recommended Samsung (i find the designs of their photo rather nice), den rayna says samsung phone is not gd and she recommended Sony Ericson (they have very good walkman). Now, stucked with these few brands.. I'm flicker-minded, i always thought i was determined enough and be a royal customer for Nokia. I just need a simple-designed phone which i can make phone calls, sms and with nice appearance.

*Consideration in process

Old days

I'd just browsed through some of the photos that was taken years ago, the line between my lips curled up.. =) because the people inside the photo was still the same after 7~8 long years..! I kept mentioning about destinedfriendship, but i have not introduce to u the members.. here are some of the pictures.. =)

The Babes..! :p

The hunks!
The genuine smiles on us.. Except for one acting cool.. Lol..
The precious photo taken before the school had its new look

Now let me show you some other pictures - our class photos..

Can u see the graffiti done by us? We were allowed to paint the classroom before they are being demolished.. Can you imagine when the principal wants to do a routine check on classroom?? Den we the councillors and the monitors have to buy Majong paper or the big pieces of paper to cover the cannot-be-seen words (covered by the people in the pictures) lol! I remembered 2 words vividly- bball Rulez..! =) Can you spot me??

Our holding classroom at edgefield (seng kang)

Can you differentiate which are the photos taken years ago and which are those taken recently? I think they look the same to me.. =)

Lalala

Rise and shine...!
Lol.. It's now 6.22pm in the evening.. but i slept so well after i came back from my MP meeting with my supervisor..was so tired, went school yesterday too, wasn't used to wake up early in the morning to squeeze the bus now. Partly because of the 'nice weather' for sleeping too. How am i going to survive next sem..?? Lol.. :p
To our very big surprise, we score an 'A' for our proposal..! =) Tat's so strange to hear when the other time the teacher say till our format was so wrong.. But anw.. lalalala.. Hey i am not here to flaunt my result, but jus happy, those who know will understand... =)

Destinedfriendship's chalet was still so long away.. 14/09/07~16/09/07
I can't wait to be there right away.. den can try to dig out those little secrets from them there.. hahaa.. I WILL WAIT, WILL WAIT IMPATIENTLY!

A promise to cherish

A promise to cherish
when 2 people come together
with love & hope in their heart
when 2 people have a dream
they both can share
it's the beginning of a life
of 2 becoming 1
with the promise to cherish
to honour
to love and care

*Love me

between now and then
till I see you again
I'll be lovin you
Love, Me

:(

I bought a dress at Far East Plaza.. I tried the black, but i bought the white bcos i like it better. However, when i reached home and tried, i found that the white is shorter than the black. :( saddens!! I was so happy when i bought the dress, but now, i doubt that the lady boss will want to change the black dress with me.. :( so sad~~

Pictures time! =)

As promised, here are some of the pictures we took at clarke quay.. =)

*I'm blessed, with this clique of friends surrounding me always..

Yummy food with Yucky thingy

Ytd i went out with some of my friends to meridian to have some korean food. Ya.. we went all the way there since one of my fren highly recommended their food. So we place order, cuttlefish hotplate, beef & pork hotplates and the tofu soup. While me and one of fren, hui, were almost finishing our food, and had endless praising for it, i saw sth that resembles cockoach but my fren said it was onion. I had a closer look and indeed, it was a baby cockoach! OMG, my fren spit out the food immediately and the other 2 guys went to the store and look for their in-charge. The lady there wasn't showing a sign of guiltiness and ask us what do we want her to do when she says she want to return back our money but we insist to talk to her boss? Left with no choice we left the place we our unfinished food and went to catch a movie. On the way there one of my guy friend was quite unpleased and decided to lodge a complain to the MOH. So the receptionist said they will send down people to inspect their stall and get back to us soon.

Bought a bag at P.O.A, wasn't v happy abt it cos initially that wasn't the bag i intended to buy, bought another bag in a hasty as the price was v attractive. I'm considering to do an exchange.. I'm still thinking.. :

It's Tiger Time

Yesterday went out with some of my friends to town, bought a belt for my fren's bdae present at far east plaza. Before that we went taka to have our dinner, the pasta was nice, ooOooo, i forgot to take note for the title of the cafe. Den we acc shuhui to esplanade to pass sth to her bf. we went walking down clarke quay, beautiful night scenary there, took alot of photos too. Will upload them soon after serene posted it up. :)

Ltr hing boon suggessted to go to one of his fren's pub located in clarke quay. So we went, it was my sec time to go to pub. He ordered a jug of tiger, i had one cup, wasn't tipsy at all, Hahaha. After that he called uncle Joseph, a v friendly taxi driver, we called him, he came down with less than 10 mins, w/o any surcharge for on-call cab. He droved v v fast, ya.. funny and chatty taxi-driver.

*Wonderful Tonight http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=BCO8KkkmdIE

It's late in the evening
she's wondering what clothes to wear
She puts on her make-up and brushes her long blonde hair
And then she asks me, "Do I look all right?"
And I say, "Yes, you look wonderful tonight."
We go to a party and everyone turns to see
This beautiful lady that's walking around with me
And then she asks me, "Do you feel all right?"
And I say, "Yes, I feel wonderful tonight."
I feel wonderful because I see
The love light in your eyes
And the wonder of it all
Is that you just don't realize how much I love you.
It's time to go home now and I've got an aching head
So I give her the car keys and she helps me to bed
And then I tell her, as I turn out the light
I say, "My darling, you were wonderful tonight
Oh my darling, you were wonderful tonight

MP in process

Just back from sch and had a meeting with my supervisor regarding our MP.. it's getting more and more fun yet more and more tedious by having to contact all the ASC (Applied science) staff. We need to collate all the details when we received back all the surveys.. wOW.. imagine that.. 120 surveys.. Phew~

Today, zhen wei came to sch to look for me, we went lunch together with rayna at Mensa, we haven't been there for a long time already. Rayna missed the food there.. lol.. Den we accompanied rayna to Bedok to place order for a birthday cake for her bro who's brithday is on this coming friday. The cake is expensive! $40.. lol.. and the gal who served us didn't really show good attitude, didn't smile at us at all... Don't understand why also..

*god, make the project easy for us pls..

I can talk and shout here

Oh gosh today is monday!! Not because i had monday blues, but because i told myself if I have not recover by monday i will have to go and see the doctor.. I really hate queuing for hours early in the morning to go to the polyclinic and see the doc for 5 mins. I had no voice now, when i speak it's like dotted line ------------ onli some words can be heard. I was coughing my lungs out yesterday night, almost vomitted on my newly changed quilt cover. My dad woke up and forced me to drink the medicine, i guess he know i hate to take these medicine. Why do i hate them? Because i almost gulp down more than half a bottle of cough syrup but i think it ain't getting any better. Lol.. I'm pushing the blame to the cough syrup, not reflecting on how i'm taking care of myself - drinking cold water, eating ice-cream, frying eggs and luncheon meat for my maggie-dinner ytd. *tongue out* I myself also don't understand why i like to eat these especially when i forbidden to have them. Whahaa.. I hope my voice can at least get a bit better so that when i go back school on wed the teacher still can hear me when i speak. If not we have to use paper & pen to communicate during our MP meeting. :p

thanks to basil, whom brought over his mum herbal tea for me ytd evening. my sis was jealous.. lol.. cos she said she mentioned to basil she's sick also.. we can share the bottle of herbal tea.. but she doesn't want it.. lol

*no doctor for me, i'll recover in no time!

The birthday boy's celebration

Jus came back from wen de's bdae celebration at kovan de Hong Kong Cafe.. It's so fun as almost everybody in destinedfriendship turned up though many were still having their exams.. =) My sorethroat had turn from bad to worst, as i was like a "Kindergarden teacher" there, asking them to start singing the birthday song and shout to them the foods that arrived to see who's food order in order to make the job easy for the waitress there. I think i really made a fool of myself just to make the birthday boy enjoy his birthday.. but i think it's worth it ba... =) it's now thirty five after two in the morning, i'm just here to make sure i had jote the excitements i just had with my bunch of good friends.. just can't imagine how bad my throat will be the first thing i wake up in the morning the next day.. i ate quite a fair amount of rich chocolate cake which i ain't suppose to have any given with my condition of my throat now.. but in order to give some honour to the bdae boy, i swallow them down though my stomach is almost exploding.. *exaggerating* :p i think we all had the fun so is the bdae boy i guess.

*I love them all :)

A question with no answer

An interesting question was posed to me from a friend when we are working at centrepoint today.. He asked, "how's thing gg on between u and ur ex-bf?" I was puzzled with this question as we had parted for almost half a year. I just merely gave him a smile and answer, "Just like tat, nothing special." He said he just don't understand why me and my ex-bf broke off since he can tell i still have feelings lingering in my heart. I was dumb-founded, i don't know how to answer him this question. I had just realised i gave everybody a different answer for our breakup since there are too many little things that lead to what happened today. I don't have an definite answer for myself too. My friends said I'm silly, doing things for him such as printing notes for his test w/o letting him to know that I'm helping him. What for? For me helping him is not wanting him to know and appreciate what i did but just want him to do well for his test. Purely just that trust me. I feel really uncomfortable when i know he's not going to do well cos he do not know what to study. I had to help him that's what i know. No regrets.

Today, felt really uncomfortable as i had tonsils and serious cough, intended to bring along my strepsils to work but i left it on my table and leave for work w/o it. Oh gosh when i was fishing my bag for a lozenge and realise it was still on my table despite umpteen times of reminder for myself. *shake head* in the end i got myself another packet of strepsils when i was having my lunch break.

3plus more hours ltr will be one of the member in destinedfriendship birthday, that is woon tik. We'll be having our supper at Hong Kong Cafe at kovan ltr.. I pretty much look forward to it. =)

*No regrets

Effort gone to drain

We were asked to write out a proposal for our supervisor.. well.. we wrote out for her.. put in our effort and when we came back to her for our proposal debrief she says, "actually the job scope had changed, but i don't wanna tell u all since u all alrd started with ur proposal and i don't wanna make u all start all over again." oh gosh.. i had put in reasonable effort it in and she said that.. All right, it's ok.. she meant well.. But worst thing came, for our next meet-up, she showed us some worksheet that she had drafted.. she wants us to follow her way of doing the project.. oh.. ya.. some may think it's gd that she did so much for us, but somehow i felt so disappointed? For we have to follow her way of doing instead of using our proposed way.. the analytical method, the test and the design.. all changed.. *sigh* i guessed that's what industrial project is all abt.. afraid that we will make tiny mistakes to spoil the reputation of food science student??

I'd jus received emails from my teacher, her drafted surveys and sensory sessions.. all drafted out.. i should thank her in a way of course.. for putting as much effort as us.. but, can we voice our opinion pls?

*spare me from projects

My First Entry =)

After several weeks of consideration.. I finally created my own personal blog.. I seriously hope I can have the time to update my blog frequently.. I'd closed my friendster account months ago.. Not regretting though friends encouraged me to keep the account.. At least I felt released .. Now I'm starting with this blog.. At least I have a little more of my privacy.. =)

5 months ago.. officially announced: I'm single
Though I missed:
The music made by guitar string
The companion when I'm alone
The hugs i received when I needed most
The kisses arrived when I frown

All & all i missed everything..

But I never regretted the choice i made.. I thank god for giving me last little strength to made this decision..I thank destinedfriendship.. for their companion during these few months.. I thank my friends whom have been with me silently by my side.. thank you.. =)

Gone were the sweet moments.. and here I'm starting with my new beginning.. Everything is gonna be ok in the end.. If' it's not ok.. Den it is still not the end..

*how can i put into words what i feel