Drained

Felt very drained-out recently. Fell aslp on my bed immediately i stepped into my sweet home.. Wasn't the usual me cos no matter how tired i was i wouldn't slp on my bed w/o bathing.

Spent the night out with the usual the other night, it was serene's 20th birthday - 29th Oct
Happy 20th Birthday Serene..! :)

Ate supper with them but didn't join them for movie earlier on. Wanted to scrimp and make ends meet for the month. Friends are my stress-reliever, seeing them lifted up my mood. I'm glad to have theses understanding friends around me all the times.

天灰

Nice lyrics to share.. :)
A Chinese song from S.H.E - 天灰
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=x5UReqMi0cQ


如果你不再出现
我的世界还有什么可贵
可惜不够时间
让我们试验
什么叫永远

想念变成怀念
心动变成心碎
偏偏还会关切
你最后属于谁

我的天空
今天有点灰
我的心是个落叶的季节
我不知道如何度过今夜
所有的灯早已经全都熄灭

如果你从没出现
我会不会觉得快乐一些
可惜残忍时间
总要把诺言
一点点摧毁

Uncomfortable

My MP sensory evaluaiton had finally come to an end. This was indeed a good news for us. However, I was told that we might end up having to extend on the sensory evaluation on for advance sensory tasting (to have more accurate results). This was not confirm but i hope it wouldn't be too tedious for us since the term had started.

Yesterday spent half the day with destinedfriends in my lao gong hse, Melyvn's. It was his 20th birthday..! Happy Birthday Melvyn..! :) Ate the Jing Zhen Tou and pizzas.. Ha..

Wasn't in very good mood recently, ulcer on my lower lip makes me feel really uncomfortable. But that doesn't stop me from eating my curry puff and chocolate biscuits. Lol..!

Rewind

Time-table was really out this time. The other time i checked on the wrong time-table.. lol.. It was the for previous semester. *blur*

So it was indeed packed. Seeing the timetable really makes my heart go upside down. Times flies, before i could realise that the term is starting, my holiday is ending. I'm graduating soon. :(

Rewind pls..

Safe

I came to know that my used-to-be gd fren's mother had contracted with cancer. I dunno how i should react when i know abt it. I can't do nothing, neither can i do anything. Sincerely, i hope she recover in no time, after her operation.

Time-table is out, empty timetable which gave me a shock, was wondering whether i did anything wrong from the online registration. But check out with friend, i'm safe. But i know the empty time-table will never be free, MP needs to be progress. Hope i'll have more time with my friends.

Van's bdae

Here are some pictures taken on saturday, a belated celebration with the bdae gal - vanessa
10/10/07, also, it's her & her boy 2nd anniversary.. :)

Time

He asked, my answer to him was no..
I'm not ready was the reason i gave to him..
& he said he's confident to make me say yes.

His words touched, but did not moved my heart.
Time was what i requested from him.
The time was short, but i was surprise to how fast we'd moved.

I can only say, my heart is too fragile to endure another heartbreak.

Believings

Whenever i alight at the bus stop infornt of the mosque at tampines on Fridays, I always felt that the muslim have very strong believing in their religion. I respect them being this way. Had never seen other religions having that strong believing so far, perhaps i have not walk pass the church & the temple on certain occasions that make me felt that way yet.

Truth

Sometimes i prefer i didn't see
Sometimes i prefer i didn't hear
Sometimes i prefer i didn't know
Sometimes...

I didn't bear hatred
I didn't hold grudges
& I hope you would know

Not because i wanted you back
Not because i wanted you feel bad
Not because i wanted your thanks
Not because i wanted what i wanted
I did it all for you - & I didn't want you to know

Gone were the days
I'm much ahead
I know you weren't
But sincerely
I hope you were as well

Blank

Bumped into a fren of mine when i was walking to my school today. Ha.. din know it'll be that coincident since the school is so big and when it's during the school holiday.

As the sensory tasting had carried out for the fifth time, i felt more insecure as i'm really afraid i can't meet up to 60 panelists for each type of wine. Hope everything will go on smoothly for my group. When will we stop our evaluation? It felt as if it's never going to end. *sigh*

Tied-up

Had been super busy with my MP sensory tasting recently, still i went working on weekends.. :) I think that's the only time for me to rest and enjoy..

Went to my ex-collegue's son's bdae celebration last sat at east coast, feeling quite awarkard as the people there i don't quite recongnise, lucky i brought a friend there with me..

I need more time....

Falls

I dread climbing the flight of stairs before i can step on the land of TP. Today when i was climbing the stairs i tripped and almost fall. This wasn't the first time happening so i was not really that embarrassed, there were about a handful of times this happened before already. (='.'=)

I'd promised my sis with the dinner preparation tml night. I hope i'm not tied up by MP and be able to meet up with her on time.

I love my job :)

Sometimes i really find that i love my job alot.. Seeing the sales so good today lift-up my tiring mood.. :) Sometimes seeing & helping the newly-wed couples choosing their desired bedsheet set and buying the new bedding accessories for their wedding is a joyful thing for me.. Sometimes i even thought of continueing full-time job after i grad, the pay in this company is not that low as u think.. U may be surprised by the pay.. ha.. :O

Went running again, ran for 4 rounds onli.. i gotta buck up! Hee hee.. Sch is starting soon though it's a few weeks away still, but time flies~ I wanna treasure the time i have now - slp more and & do-nothing more.. lol.. Relax!

I hope u'll be fine & happy always..