I haven't been working for the past few months and I'm glad I made the decision to take this short break out of my used-to-be very busy life. I learn to see things differently, I take things easy, I slower down my pace. I feel the strained muscles in me have been let down, slowly. Finally, I don't have to worry that I might not hear it when the alarm bells rings off in the morning. I don't have to worry about my job the next day. Everything.. except, only my assignments.
I have been to different places observing the way people works, just wanna have an answer for the question in me, "who really feels happy during working? How?" Once, I sat in Mcdonalds, watching the staff preparing the drinks for his customer behind the counter McCafe, I can see he's happy, genuinely. I felt it.
It feels so great, when I only have to wake up when I want to, thinking of what to cook for the family later in the night, trying out new dishes that I had tried outside. Waiting for him to end work and watch tv or soccer together. If only you know how much I cherish the time I have now, doing absolutely nothing. I simply love it. :)
